♡ To my special someone.... ♡

Hello people other than my cutie bear reading this... hahah

Today marks three long years since you awkwardly asked me to be your girlfriend.  I was shocked and all giggly inside because I've always secretly had a crush on you since I first meet you in the 8th grade. Looking back at that day it makes me so happy I said yes because I would have never thought you would become such an important person in my life and that I would fall in love with you. I've gone through everything with you and I opened up to you more than I could ever have, although I can be distant sometimes it only because i'm still getting use to the idea of having someone actually care about me. Even though it's been three years that something I am really trying to overcome because I do want to tell you how sad and horrible I feel most of the time, but I don't want to get you worried and it makes me sadder because you can't be here to psychically comfort me. I'm a needy girl. 
I'll try to be positive now because I don't want this to be so depressing... I really do appreciate everything you do for me and all the times you have to put up with me and my horrible family. It shows me that you do want to be with me even if I can be a little shit and sometimes a bitch. I love you so much it's so hard to explain/how I want to show you my love sometimes because i've never loved anyone as much as you (wow how cheesyy) 

Little Update: August 22,2014

Helloooo! Okay the first exciting news I want to talk about is about that this blog is lonelymilktea.com now (^ u ^) ~ oh yay so exciting!! I only changed it to a dot com because I saw some codes that GoDaddy was offering a .com domain for only $1.99! ^^ 

 CODER199, DOG199, or RAD199
Just wanted to share that with my fellow bloggers if there are any out there that would want to take advance of these codes like I did :>
Just a heads up though that changing the domain is confusing but there are plenty of tutorials out there! Google is your best friend!! 

Something else I wanted to update you guys with is I started school!~ Well not very exciting since it's only community college at the moment but I am on my way hahah... So far i've only been to one class but I start my other class tomorrow :s ugh. Something that sucks for me is that they're making me take remedial class u__u but at least it'll get me prepared for my real classes because i'm not the best writer or math mathematician (not even close to one) 
It's only been the first week so I can't really comment on anything just yet or judge my classes too soon..
Last little update that I want to put out there is, I finally have my laptop so that mean I can at least try to make webcam videos that don't look crappy and have the audio be out of sync!! u___u I think i'll try to have Aaron do the boyfriend tag but that will most likely be happening in the near future..... 

I think that's pretty much all that I wanted to update you guys on
Oh also I did the ice bucket challenge but I forgot to say "als ice bucket challenge" and some other things because I just wanted to get that thing over with. I will be donating as well when I have more money in my account because I actually want to contribute to the research and not just call it a day by dumping ice cold water on myself ^^





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Boxycharm August 2014/thoughts on first box

Hello everyone! ^ o ^ today I wanted to share with you guys my first boxycharm box! 
Boxycharm is a monthly beauty subscription box that is $21 dollars per month. This isn't like most monthly beauty subscription box where they give you mostly samples and once in a while here and there full size products, boxycharm is always provides you with full size products or luxury size beauty samples  ^ u ^ 
In this box everyone get the same products which is awesome because when I was subscribed to birchbox and I would get bad products and everyone else would get better products than me which was poopy. 
I'll talk more about my opinion on my first boxycharm at the end of the post! 


This month's theme was "beach babe" 

I love how everything was all perfectly placed (that was my first reaction haha)

The first item I decided to start with is this cheek + lip tint.
This is a full size product and it goes for $22.00 at modelcocosmetics.com


When I first put it on my hand it looked really dark and like blood ; ~ ; 

But once I started blending  it out and it wasn't as dark and started turning into a nice pink color ^^ I do have to say that a little does go a long way...

Next item would be this Tarina Tarantino conditioning lip sheen. 
It's a full size product and goes for $22.00 on tarinatarantino.com

Best picture I could get of the packaging.. I am in love with how sleek it is but it's very heavy ; u ; 

The color I received is called "floriculture" and I love LOVEE this shade! I wore it the day I got the box and it looks beautiful on my lips. I love this color so I was so happy when I got it and couldn't wait to put it on my lips ^ o ^  

Best swatch picture I could get but it's not true to the color at all D: my camera is making it seem WAYYYYY lighter than it is, it's just a bit darker.

Next item is this Enter Pronoun "BLOWTORCH" bronzer.
Full size, goes for $35.00 on enterpronoun.com

The packaging isn't my favorite because your fingerprints get all over the place and it's bulky.. It wouldn't be travel friendly at all in my books. 

Product inside is lovely though and it's a matte bronzer ^^ I perfer matte bronzers over shimmery ones most of the time. 
I couldn't get a great swatch picture so I didn't add one plus my camera would wash it out and it wouldn't help anyone. I'm sorry D:

Second to last item is this lip linear from Ofra.
Full size, goes for $13.00 on ofracosmetics.com

The color that I got in my box is called " glacier pink" 
I would describe this color as a nudey pink but with some a bit of shimmery sheen and sometimes to me it looks kinda metallic-ish ; ~ ; 
I can't really explain it to be honest haha but it's color i've never really seen before so I like it because it's different to me. 

Here's the best swatch photo I could take 

Last item that I recived in my box is this wonderful brush from Morphe.
Full size, goes for $19.99 on morphebrushes.com


This brush is so fricking soft!! I have heart eyes for this brush <3 __ <3 haha 
So far i've only used it to put on bronzer and it picks it up like a dream.. When I go overboard with my bronzer this brush also blends it out great too! This is an amazing brush and it's making me want to check out the other morphe brushes they have to offer ^^


My over-all thoughts
I heard about this box from a wonderful beauty guru and decided that I would love to give a subscription box a try again so I signed up :> I started getting very excited once boxycharm started doing sneak peeks at what was going to be in the box. Overall I am very impressed with everything I got this month and am already excited for the next box :3 

I definitely recommend you guys sign up for boxycharm because for only $21 I got $112 worth of stuff! It's money well spend for how much stuff I got and way better than my last subscription box.

Thank you boxycharm! You can subscribe here~


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Back to school outfits! 2014


Casual Lazy Outfit

Basic white cotton tee






I could see anyone wearing this when they want to be really conformable but look presentable still. I really want to get some lounging pants because they look like pajama pants but obviously more fashionable and acceptable to be worn outside :B
You could totally dress this outfit up with pairing it a nice lace-y crop top like how they styled the pants on the website. I went with a plain white tee because it's a lazy outfit but added some different length dainty necklaces (my current obsession) to pull it all together. 
Oh and those loafers are fricking adorable! ^ o ^ who doesn't love pugs???
When you're going to school you don't want to be overy dressed up so wearing flats is always the best option for me




When I'm Trying To Look Okay Outfit

Mint/teal-ish crop top

Dark denim skater skirt

Nude mary jane wedges

Black tote

This outfit is when I want to try but not overy try so much if that makes any sense hahah... Personally I love this outfit and I would probably add a cardigan or kimono since I always get cold easily ;; Also you could could totally wear flats with this outfit instead since you have to walk around school, but I would wear the wedges because beauty is pain ~ 
I know you won't use a purse to school (although a shit load of silly gals do in school) but it was just to complete the outfit for this collage propose.


When I Want To Feel Cute Outfit

The bird & the bee dress

Black flats

Tan purse

This would be an outfit I would wear when I decide to look cute and want to feel great about myself. It's one of those outfits that would boost up my confidence and make me happy :> I'm sure everyone has those outfits that make them feel great about themselves and very happy, this would be my ideal outfit like that. 
When you go to school there's a lot of people that are noticing what you're wearing and there's no shame to once in a while try to look cute and get compliments from them ^^ 
Do you guys understand what i'm saying?                                    


If you guys liked these outfits thangs, i'll try to do more :> As you guys can see I don't really have a "style" I like to wear whatever seem appealing to me and I guess I can say that I have plenty of "styles" but lately i've been going toward more formal wear haha :B


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Earn Free Money just for trying apps with Feature Points!

I'm here to talk about a very neat app that allows you earn points that you can later turn into paypal money, amazon money, & other wonderful things. You earn these points by just trying out apps ranging from games to not so fun apps haha. You don't need to keep the apps at all, you just need to try them out for about 30 seconds - 1 minute to get the points. Some games that you try out do require you to do a "tutorial" but that doesn't take so long. 
I keep hearing about this app all over tumblr and twitter so I gave in and tried it out :B I have to say that I don't mind trying out apps and playing games to earn points to redeem and I personally find it kinda fun (unless it's those boring apps haha) 
So far it's been a positive experience and I wanted to share this app till I knew it was legit but that's going to take a while....  I have seen pretty legit proof that they do award you whatever you redeem though ^^ Don't worry I will for sure keep you guys updated when I choose to redeem my points!!! I pinkie pie promise (yeah pinkie pie haha)

Let's move on to some screenshots from my phone~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


Here's how the app looks like in my phone ~ hahah

These are the apps at the moment that I can earn points from.

Some rewardsssss

More rewards


Use my referral code 5DNCWX to get 50 points when you sign up ^^




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Would you rather tag... Beauty Edition ~

1.) Would you rather lose all of your mascaras, eyeliners, lipsticks, and lipglosses or lose all of your palettes and eyeshadows?
THIS IS THE HARDEST QUESTION EVERRRRRR! WTH
I guess I would choose lose all my palettes and eyeshadows because when I have only eyeshadow on without eyeliner and mascara my eyes look funky.

2.) Would you rather chop off all your hair or never be able to cut it again?
uhmm never be able to cut it again because I would look weird with no hair haha

3.) Would you rather have a coral cheek or a pink cheek?
 A pink cheek because when I do wear a coral cheek I feel like I sort of look like a oompa loompa. Maybe I need to try out some more coral blushes though because I haven't given them a chance.

4.) If you had $1000 to spend, would you rather buy clothes or makeup?
I wish I could say both if that was an option but it's not :( weh. These questions are killing me!!! I want new clothes lately so I rather spend them on clothes but I always want new makeup lately. This is not fair *grumpy face*

5.) Would you rather apply lipstick as eyeliner, or eyeliner as lipstick?
I would rather put apply eyeliner as lipstick because that seem more easier to apply bahah lipstick as eyeliner would be so weird.

6.) Would you rather only shop at MAC or Sephora?
I would rather only shop at Sephora because there's different brands to choose from unlike MAC

7.) Would you rather only use one eyeshadow color or one lip color for the rest of your life?
I would rather choose one lip color because I would pick a shade that can go with my everyday makeup but that also works with a night time look ^^

8.) Would you rather wear winter clothes in summer or summer clothes in winter?
uhmm neither? bahaha but if I had to pick summer clothes in winter because I can still cover up with like tights and coats... ; ~ ; 

9.) Would you rather have dark nails or bright nails all year round?
dark nail all year round pleaseeeee... 

10.) Would you rather give up your favorite lip product or your favorite eye product?
Wow another hard question because for me putting some color on my lips just completes my makeup look, but then again my eyes are my favorite feature :< poop!!! If I have to pick i'll say lip product *sad face*

11.) Would you rather only be able to wear your hair in a ponytail or a messy bun?
Messy bun. I usually just put my hair up in a messy bun 5/7 days because I don't wash my hair a lot ; ~; don't worry I do use dry shampoo though

12.) Would your rather never be able to paint your nails again or never use lipgloss?
I can live without painting my nails and lipgloss... but I'll go with the nails.

13.) Would you rather shave your eyebrows and have none at all or sharpie them in everyday?
OMG what kind of question is this? Both options sound horrible D: idgi though because if you shave your eyebrows they'll just grow back so... but then again not having eyebrows for a few days would be awkward... Sharpie eyebrows would be so intense since I already have thick eyebrows though ugh !!! Dumbest question ever. I would rather just not have eyebrows for a few days and have them grow in again baha

14.) Would you rather live without makeup or nail polish?
I can definitely live without nail polish for sure. I didn't have time to paint my nails for my graduation or homecoming and no one even noticed...


It was very difficult for me to just pick one answer because for most questions I wanted to choose both options D: ugh I'm not very good with "would you rather" questions or games ever haha...
I would have to say for me the hardest questions were: "Would you rather shave your eyebrows and have none at all or sharpie them in everyday?" & "If you had $1000 to spend, would you rather buy clothes or makeup?"
HOW CAN YOU DO THAT TO A GIRL ?????



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