Update: Nov. 6th 2016

Hellooooo cuties ^ u ^ I know I barely post on here! I was on such a good roll too :( but now i'm back to my postings not being frequent. It makes me really sad because I love my blog and I always put so much work into when I am posting bleh. I want to put decent content on here but then again I post whatever the hell I wanted on here because it's a good diary for me to see what i've been put to for the past years. 
 As of since i've last posted I haven't been the most interesting person at all(bish i never am), I do post on snapchat and use social media ever other day but it's usually silly and has no meaning whatsoever. I also have been working a lot and school has been horrible this semester.. (entering mini storytime) A few weeks ago a fellow classmate made me feel bad about myself because she told me I'll never finish community college and I just felt sad because maybe she's right i'm only taking two classes a semester and passing by.... I don't know I've just been feeling very disconnected from school right now because I know it's going to take me, personally a long time. I wish I could be one of those persons that can be a full time student and work as well but I don't handle stress very well and would having a meltdown everyday my mental health isn't the best. (end of mini storytime)
On lighter news, my relationship with my boyfriend of five years is the best it's ever been and it makes me verrryyyyy happy. Relationships are a rollercoaster but we're young so I get it but thankfully for this past year has been grrrreat. I know talking about a relationship is very personal to a lot of people out there but for me I like being an open book because I don't like hiding anything, i'm happy with things are and I think people should know ^u ^ I think it's good to be an open book about certain things i'm not saying everything because it can be a disadvantage.... (grrrr)  Now i'm just venting haha. 
I just wanted to come on here and say i'm alive and doing well, just busy with life and living it. I would love to do more with this blog but i get stuck on what I want to do and what I can do... it gets very frustrating because I want to do all these these things but then I either forget to do it or I try to take pictures and it doesn't come out how I want it to be so I get mad and just forget the whole idea; that's how we get to where sam is never posting anything. I do lub and care for every single person that takes the time to read my nonsense that's on here because as I said earlier I put in a lot of work into this blog that the end product has to be pleasing to me and hopefully as well to you. 


  1. Don't feel bad about only being able to be a part time student! You are doing so well and your path is going to be different from other peoples. Your classmate may just be in a different spot in her life. Maybe things are easier for her financially and that's ok. You are doing the grind that not everyone can even handle if they tried! (Like me. I fucking failed at two classes and a job) give yourself credit, girl!! ❤️❤️❤️����

    1. Thanks it means a lot! I'm always stressing about life :l but it does mean alot hearing it from someone else that my path is going to be different than others