Update on my shitty life

Hi everyone I just wanted to get on here to update with whats going on in my life and just vent. I don't know where to even start. There's a lot but also there isn't? 
I'm just going to write what I'm feeling and what I want to say. So beware this post is going to confusing and everywhere. I warned you so don't get frustrated because I don't know how to write at the moment.